Just FYI all....Jenna wrote that last post!!  She knew my OLD password.  I was smart and changed it!  And I DON'T smell like cheese and feet.....that's really gross!

Steve

Ok....I guess it is time for an update...Woot Woot!!

Well, Spring Break is right around te corner....like 5 hours away.  I am washing laundry in Bridgman right now so that I have clothes to wear while I explore the streets of the Nation's Big Apple....yup, you heard it.  I am going to NYC.  Sweet!!  And the bus leaves today at 6 pm.  I am so stoked....me, Paul, Kelly, and Kristin are going.  Unfortunately I will not be able to have my phone to call people when I am there cause that will significantly rack up my cell phone bill....but, I can text message.  Much cheaper for me and I still will have contact with the "outside of NYC" world.  So, maybe some people will get messages from me...keep ur fingers crossed.  These past few weeks have been crazy.  I have made some great friends....you know who you are....and BatBoy was a blast and a success.  A lot of people really liked the show....it was a strange show though.  I am kinda sad that it is over....it was such hard work to put it on.  But, like I said...I made some real close friends that I am excited to hang out with more in the future.  Plus, I learned how to play RISK and I finally got caught up with watchin my tv shows...24, House, and American Idol.  Well, that is really all for now...time to finish laundry, go to class, give a tour, and PACK.  Boy, what a jam packed day.  Amazing!

Steve out!

I amd runk right now and rifht in my xanga.....I really shoudlnt;......tonight was a lot of funa dn then it ended like shit....I mhave made a lot of really food friends in the residence halls , unforutnatekly thyey are underage and like ti hang out in ghtr dorms...but I live off campus...I wished tonight wouldn;t have just stopped...it sucks to drink and then get cut off so abrupotly....I wanted people to come ack to my house, bu8t no one wanted to...so NMow I am sitting here at my comutewt typing away o my xanga page....thank god I have the abiloty to delete this if I want toi later...If I reme,mger that I even worte on this thing....

Hmmm....lately life has kind oigf sucked and been very cionfusing....I have all these fewelings pent up and don;'t know why or what they arew.....Batboy roxks....lot of fun and a gerat show...coime and see it!!

OK....all foir now/1

Sytebve

Funny how some days you feel like journaling and other days you don't.....in my case....this feeling to write on my xanga occurs once a month if I am lucky.  Sometimes it just feels good to type....well, I think I am starting to get sick.  I tried to hold it off for a long time, but to no avail...and now the show (Batboy) is right around the corner.  Speaking of Batboy...it is going to be a great show, but we have a long way to come and everyone seems to be getting sick. But, we can't stop rehearsing....Go go go!!!  Plus, the cast absolutely rocks.  I truly feel as if I am making some real good friends....no time too late with graduation looming up ahead.  In reagrds to graduating...I don't want to.  I have NO idea what I am going to be doing with my life, and I don't want to start.  The real world scares the shit out of me and I am going to miss so many of my friends.  I thought coming to college was terrifying...well, I should have thought again!  College, in general, has been some of the best years of my life.  I can't believe how scared I was to come here.  I am just real confused right not about a lot of crap going on....kinda sucks, but things always get better.  I find myself procrastinating more and more.  I already have a big project and exam this week.  Scary....  And I don't really have time to work on any of it.  The musical is taking over my life...and it should.  I have decided that this semester, my last semester of college, classes are NOT going to be my number one priority.  I am going to have fun...I deserve that...wouldn't you agree??  Not that anyone really reads this xanga anymore.  Time flies by so fast...it's so sad!  Before I know it, I'll be married with kids....or even better, a grandparent.  It seems so very far away...but it is just right around the corner.  What is time really?  Think about it....